Busy And Yet Fruitful

It has been a very busy two weeks that I was not even able to post any insights.  I have been doing a lot of things lately as we try to finish up phase 2 of our church anniversary promotions.  I am tired and exhausted.  It seems I am getting enough sleep and yet still very very sleepy.  I do exercise everyday and still it keeps me awake only in the morning.  I was thinking again that there is something wrong with me.

As part of my stress of the week, I started to crave for food, food and foooood.  As a result of this craving I gained around 5 more pounds and a little bigger tummy.  I am cutting my rice again and hopefully make my tummy a little smaller when I exercise.

I also got disappointed with my tailor, the four pants really sucks... too tight around my butt, have them repaired but still I do not feel comfortable.  I think I have to send it back.  Maybe next week, since many of our drivers are out for the week.

I am glad that I started to read a book again.  It has been quite awhile since I got sick, I have not read any.  I am reading Emotional Healthy Spirituality, the first few chapters allows me to reflect whether my spiritual life is healthy or not.  Actually, without reading it, I know I am in trouble.  It seems I can't focus for the past month since getting out of that hospital bed.  I felt too much pressure and stress with this anniversary.

It seems everything about the anniversary is revolving around me as the head of all the programs.  Our June and July is loaded with so many stuffs that it is killing me to keep everything on schedule.  Yah yah... I should put the people who is really in charge to take charge.  But lately, I felt it would be double work because few are really working on it.  Maybe I have not trusted them or empowered them?  Well, I have actually, but I have to start intervening or our programs might become chaotic.  We have timetables like February targets, and until I intervened late April, we might not have launched our anniversary until now.

Sometimes, I felt indispensable.  And I am not, God is the one who is in control and given me enough gifts to do all of these stuffs at the same time.  Weird but true.  Still, plan to entrust again to some people some works this Sunday, since I am going to Sta, Cruz, Laguna to preach.

I praise God for giving me gifts to make things happen.  He is the one who blesses the works of my hands as an answer to my prayer when I left BSOP.  I am enjoying what I have been doing and though it was tiring... still fruitful that glorifies our God.

 May people continue to see Jesus in my service to Him in and out of the church.