It has been a very busy day, and as I calm down to reflect on my day, I really do not know what I want, I do not know what I hate, I do not know what I love, and I do not even know what I want to write.
It seems my life is back to uncertainty. I do believe my performance at work has not deteriorate nor I have been unproductive but I am not motivated to what I have been doing lately. Tonight, I even discovered that for the past three months though I have been preparing messages to preach, I have also wasted so much stupid time with my Neopet just to keep myself busy. I am determined to remove this site out of my bookmark. Maybe I really do not know what lies ahead of me and I have entered another moment of uncertainty.
Sometimes, it is really difficult to be stupid, it is difficult to be dumb, it is difficult to be foolish, but it is also difficult to be great, it is difficult to be good and so difficult to be blessed. It is indeed hard to please ourselves.
Am I loss? Oh, God, please do tell me what to do next... I am lost...
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